After everything that my mother has been through in her life I’m afraid that I’ll be a disappointment to her. My mother has been through so much she’s been through poverty. I fear I’m only going to end up disappointing her like every other man in her life. I have my issues with her but she doesn’t really give up on me. Maybe I’m just a lost cause. Maybe she should have aborted me too………….I don’t know. That might be a little too far. Maybe there’s still time to make her happy. I just want her to find happiness before she dies. I don’t want to have a life wasted and not realizing my full potential. Probably need to face the reality that I might not be the one who would make her happy.